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insane. [Dec. 4th, 2008|08:01 am]
[Feeling A Bit.. | blah]

wow.. it's been 161 weeks since i've posted anything on here. (i only know that because it said so.. i didnt do the math, kids.)

anyway.. hi =) nobody uses L J anymore, soo.. this is pretty pointless.

in any case, my birthday is on saturday. yayyy me =]

late.
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Wish me luck! [Oct. 30th, 2005|04:09 pm]
[Feeling A Bit.. | anxious]

Well, kids.. tomorrow I have another appointment at the doctor.. except at THIS appointment, I get to find out whether or not I'll be able to schedule an induction.

WOOHOO!!

Oh, and Happy Early Halloween!

Cross your fingers for me.

<3
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This is what living like this does. [Oct. 8th, 2005|08:52 pm]
[Feeling A Bit.. | bored]
[Listening To.. |Incubus - Nice to Know You]

It's 8:52 PM. I can't sleep. This is what happens.. click if you dare. )

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Full Force Ahead.. [Sep. 28th, 2005|09:34 pm]
[Feeling A Bit.. | anxious]
[Listening To.. |that Sailing song by Styx :D]

Within the next 12 weeks:

Daniel's birthday
Dad's birthday
My birthday
Savannah's birthday
Nicholas' birthday
Heidi's birthday
Daylight Savings
Halloween
Thanksgiving
Christmas
the birth of baby Kinsey
and more.

Jebus.

And if we extend that an extra week or so..

New Years' Eve
New Years' Day
Mom's birthday

Lordy.

I hope I can make it. :D

I hope I have enough money for all of it.
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Do Do Do.. [Sep. 24th, 2005|06:52 pm]
[Feeling A Bit.. | anxious]
[Listening To.. |Laguna Beach on tv..]

Khloe:

Image hosted by Photobucket.com
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Let's all give a round of applause.. [Sep. 23rd, 2005|09:32 am]
[Feeling A Bit.. | excited]
[Listening To.. |Kasandra Had a Little Lamb]

to Kasandra Frickin JOYNER!

She had Khloe Elizabeth Lloyd this morning at 5:59am.. I'll be going to see her tonight with Annabelle :D

I'm so excited for her.. :D

 

 

w00t!

 

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Directions.. [Sep. 8th, 2005|10:13 pm]
[Feeling A Bit.. | crazy]
[Listening To.. |none. going to BED.]

http://www.mapquest.com/directions/main.adp?mo=ma&1ex=1&2si=navt&un=m&go=1&1a=%5b1656%2d1706%5d%20Wells%20Rd&1c=Orange%20Park&1g=HDaQbiR0mdk%3d&2a=2839%20Kiowa%20Ave&2tabval=address&1l=waG6txnBWNg%3d&2c=Orange%20Park&1rc=B1AAA&1n=CLAY%20COUNTY&cl=EN&2g=v0VKhwzeiuw%3d&1s=FL&2l=QceTrz7t6mw%3d&ct=NA&1v=STREET&2n=CLAY%20COUNTY&1y=US&1tabval=address&1z=32073&2s=FL&2rc=L1AAA&2v=ADDRESS&2y=US&2z=32065%2d8404&rsres=1

Hopefully that works.

There will be balloons at Tanglewood, more at Kiowa Avenue, and then more on the mailbox of my aunt's house.

Any questions, just call me.

:D

I <3 all of you!!
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For Melissa: [Aug. 27th, 2005|05:19 pm]
[Feeling A Bit.. | aggravated]
[Listening To.. |Incubus - Are You In?]

INCUBUS frontman BRANDON BOYD has split with his longtime girlfriend, Estee Lauder supermodel CAROLYN MURPHY.

The couple - who lived together in Los Angeles - reportedly "grew apart" because the 29-year-old singer spent too much time touring with the hit metal band, reports PageSix.com.

Boyd - who confirmed the spilt on his return from an extended world tour - is set to appear alongside JOSS STONE, ALANIS MORRISETTE, JOHN LEGEND and KEITH URBAN in a new Gap commercial.
22/08/2005 17:16


*****

So, what they're saying is.. I *still* don't have a chance in hell? :)
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Do Do Do.. [Aug. 27th, 2005|08:44 am]
[Feeling A Bit.. | relaxed]
[Listening To.. |AP - Can't Hold Back]

1. We finally got the internet hooked up at my apartment.. so.. yay!
2. I got a raise!! Up to $9.50 finally...
3. Check out Amber Pacific, I likes 'em.

I've come to accept
The fact from my head
I'm lost and alone in this life that I've led
I'll figure this out
It's summers away
A choice that may leave me with no room to say...

If it happens it happens and I'll feel the same
Can't hold back on the choices I made...
If it happens it happens and I'll be the same
Can't hold back on the choices I made that day

I've come to accept
The things that I see
I've read every word, every line, everything...
Just say what you will
Just tell me I'm scared
I won't let you down for the moment I'm in...

If it happens it happens and I'll feel the same
Can't hold back on the choices I made...
If it happens it happens and I'll be the same
Can't hold back on the choices I made that day

If it happens it happens and I'll feel the same
Can't hold back on the choices I made...
If it happens it happens and I'll be the same
Can't hold back on the choices I made...
If it happens it happens and I'll feel the same
Can't hold back on the choices I made
If it happens it happens and I'll be the same
Can't hold back on the choices I made that day

That is all. G'day mates!
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hmm.. seems familiar... [Aug. 23rd, 2005|09:28 pm]
[Feeling A Bit.. | tired]
[Listening To.. |Coheed & Cambria]

1) Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2) I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3) I'll pick a flavor/color of jello to wrestle with you in. (Maybe.)
4) I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5) I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6) I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7) I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8) If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST.
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The many adventures of Pregnancy. [Aug. 16th, 2005|11:37 am]
[Feeling A Bit.. |awake]
[Listening To.. |Mariah - Shake It Off .. love 97.9.. :/]

Let's start off on an easy note -

Saturday, Jennifer came into town with Anthony, Nicholas, Kayla, and Carter.. we rode around getting my registries under way. I put a SHITLOAD of stuff on there. Went home.. sat around.. with my swollen feet. Heh.

Sunday, woke up with *DUN DUN DUN* blood on my sheets. Laid on the couch for an hour.. didn't feel any movement in me belly. Called doc's office. Rushed to Labor & Delivery so they could check out where said blood was coming from. Went into a birthing room (HA!). Laid on the bed for an hour. Dr. McIntyre comes in, says I've been having contractions (THE HELL YOU SAY!?). Get hooked up to many machines to monitor said contractions. They don't ease up.. have to get a shot in my left arm. Drink lots and LOTS of water/apple juice/grape juice. Still having contractions. Have to get yet ANOTHER shot in my right arm. Drink more fluids. Have blood pressure checked automatically every 5 friggin minutes. Nurse comes in, says I can finally go home. They tell me not to work for the next few days.. I say that's impossible.. I get a note for one day instead. Strict bedrest and have to make an appointment for THIS week. Didn't work yesterday.. sat around and did absolutely nothing. How boring.

Yeah.. I act like it was nothing, but truthfully.. I was crying and all that jazz. heh. Whodathunkit?

So. I have an appointment tomorrow at 1:30pm. Maybe I'll update afterwards.. we all know how good I am with updating!

Anyskizz.. PEACE OUT!

<3
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<3 [Aug. 10th, 2005|05:44 pm]
[Feeling A Bit.. | giggly]
[Listening To.. |Keith Urban - Memories of Us (I <3 him.. soooo hot)]

I love lamp.
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2 things.. [Aug. 3rd, 2005|02:06 pm]
[Feeling A Bit.. | amused]
[Listening To.. |Fuel - Bad Day]

Firstly, I have a new cell phone.. the number (in case I haven't texted it to you yet) is 861-7684.

Call me.. especially if you have Cingular. :D I need friends!

Secondly, my sister, Jennifer, is putting my baby shower together for the end of September, methinks. She's been on it for a while now, so.. it'll be nice. :D It'll be at my Aunt Liz's house, if I'm not mistaken.

Anyway.. you'll all get your invitations!

Much Love

<3
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. [Jul. 26th, 2005|03:37 pm]
[Feeling A Bit.. | amused]
[Listening To.. |FOB - again.]

So. I'm fickle. I've changed my mind.

Suck it.
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It's been real.. and it's been fun, but.. you know the rest. [Jul. 22nd, 2005|10:46 pm]
[Feeling A Bit.. | indifferent]
[Listening To.. |OK Go - 'Get Over It']

I've decided, after an excruciatingly short amount of time, to take a hint from Ms. Melissa Cox and delete my LJ. Why? Because I don't have time for it. I can always be reached through email, though. I check it religiously. I'll even reply, if I deem you important enough. :D

Here are my email addresses. Don't ask the origins.. just know that I'm odd.

RanchDreshin@yahoo.com
WiKiLiKeWHOA@hotmail.com
CarterM@autonation.com

That's about it. Oh, and I'll be checking MySpace every now and then from my brother's.. possibly. Then again, I'm sure you all know how to find me.

Ok, you kids have fun, now... and, for the final time..

PEACE BITCHES!!!
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If you say this makes you happy, then I'm not the only one lying. [Jul. 22nd, 2005|01:50 pm]
[Feeling A Bit.. | hungry]
[Listening To.. |FOB - Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner]

First and foremost, I f-ing LOVE my icon.

Secondly, just a QUICK update.

This past week: been babysitting. A lot.

Went to Kasandra's and Chris' new place the other night. It's so cute and cozy! Chris is an awesome decorator. I was surprised. We put the crib together and sat around watching 'Dave Chapelle' and 'The Man With Two Brains'..or whatever. INTERESTING movie. Oh, and Chris threw some spaghetti together. MMM.. Food. I'm all about THAT!

Oh, yeah. Lisa and Jon both stopped by that day, too. Fun times. I got mine and Melissa's baby shower invitations.

Melissa - you'll get it tomorrow. NOON! NOOOONNN!

That's the only interesting thing as of yet. I've gotten a shitload of stuff for the baby. But, I won't talk about being pregnant on here anymore. Wouldn't want to piss anybody off.

Hmm.. anything else? Oh. My dad's already up and working. He's finance manager at a dealership up in Brunswick. SA-WEET! He'll be banking!

Ok, that's all I have time for..

Until next time -

PEACE BITCHES!
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GAH! [Jul. 15th, 2005|03:41 pm]
[Feeling A Bit.. | ..guess]
[Listening To.. |Alkaline Trio - Fall Victim]

Karma's a bitch.
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Finally. [Jul. 13th, 2005|12:13 pm]
[Feeling A Bit.. | optimistic]
[Listening To.. |The Used - In Love & Death CD]

Alright, write this down:

Kinsey Brianne Carter

That's her name, damnit.

Brianne (BREEanne) = a mixture of Brian (my dad's name) and Dianne (my mom's middle name)

I'm such a good kid.

Oh, and thanks for all the names, Annabelle! I would have used one if Jenny didn't call me with Brianne.. :D




ps. I'm getting fatter and I have to wear maternity clothes now. THREE people yesterday asked me if I'm having twins. ...THE FUCK?!

No, honey, not twins. It's the shirt that makes me look bigger than I actually am! I swear it!

Ok, I'm lying, I've really gotten bigger. Damn it all!
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A picture is worth a thousand words.. [Jul. 7th, 2005|03:53 pm]
[Feeling A Bit.. | sleepy]
[Listening To.. |97.9 -- No CD's at work right now, I'm afraid.]

 

Told ya. SUCKAS!

I'll fill you all in on the Dad situation later. Or something.

PAYCE!

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I happened to come across these.. [Jul. 3rd, 2005|02:43 pm]
[Feeling A Bit.. | Strung Out (haha.. get it?)]
[Listening To.. |Frankie J - Obsession]

This is for Annabelle:

I love you, Annabelle! :D

For Melissa:

THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS A CHEMICAL IMBALANCE!!

For ALL OF US:

 

Oh, Hell. It's Sunday. I'm babysitting. The baby's sleeping. I'm bored.

There will most likely be more where this came from.

I sure hope Annabelle's having fun in ORLANDO. That BITCH! :D

Peace, foo's.

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Can you say brainwash? [Jun. 22nd, 2005|09:51 am]
[Feeling A Bit.. | anxious]
[Listening To.. |SOAD - Violent Pornography]

WOOHOO!! Kasandra's having a GIRL!

That means.. I have to have a girl.. and Melissa and Annabelle..

Just go with me here.

LET'S ALL HAVE BABIES!!

..or not.

That is all.

Thank you and goodnight.

ISLEEPATNIGHTTHEEND!
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Long weekend. [Jun. 20th, 2005|07:20 am]
[Feeling A Bit.. | amused]
[Listening To.. |SOAD - Cigaro]

Friday - what did I do? I have a horrible memory. Oh. I was SUPPOSED to go to this partay at Damon's, but I didn't. I wasn't up to it. And he hurt my feelings. Whether he knows it or not.

Saturday - Went to Richard and Brittany's wedding and reception. It was LONG. Seara and Heaven were absolutely adorable. Went home and babysat Brian for Daniel and Tabatha. Found Efren, Colby, Kelli, etc on MySpace because Daniel got his computer fixed. w00t! My parents are getting back together. Awesome.

Sunday - Went with my mom up to Blackshear for Kayla and Carter's birthday party. They're getting big, damnit! And Nicholas is losing more and more weight. He looks like a hot surfer boy now! Went home and watched American Dad. Went to bed.

MELISSA -- New one: "Molestation. Because, either way you look at it, it's harassment."

Sa-WEET!

Ok, I'm out. PEACE!
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Bandwagons are fun. [Jun. 15th, 2005|03:18 pm]
[Feeling A Bit.. | amused]
[Listening To.. |Creed - Six Feet from the Edge (gotta love the radio..)]

List your current 6 favorite songs, then pick 6 other people that have to do the same.

  1. "Untitled" - Simple Plan
  2. "The Poison" - Alkaline Trio
  3. "A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More 'Touch Me'" - Fall Out Boy
  4. "Cigaro" - System of a Down (Can't you see that I love my cock? Can't you see that you love my cock? Can't you see that we love my cock?) HAHAHAHAHA. I LOVE IT!
  5.  "You and Me" - Lifehouse
  6. "United States of Whatever" - Liam Lynch
    [info]

[info]_alexiscone

[info]lauren32485

[info]lil_squishy

[info]not_a_jew

[info]lostprophetof86

[info]flawperfection
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Just remembering how much I love this band.. [Jun. 11th, 2005|04:56 pm]
[Feeling A Bit.. | nostalgic]
[Listening To.. |RJA - Angels Cry]

Well its hard to explain
but Il'l try if you let me,
Well its hard to sustain
I'll cry if you let me.

This doesn't change the way i feel about you or your place in my life.
(please don't cry)
Cant you see I'm dying here a shot of broken heart that is chased with fear?

Angels cry
when stars collide
I can't eat
and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way.

Intentions that were pure have turned obscure
seconds into hours, minutes into years.
Don't ask me why
(please don't cry)
I cant tell you lies..

Angels cry
when stars collide
I can't eat
and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way.
(repeat)

My heart, burns through
My chest, to the floor.
Tearing me silently although abruptly words cant hide as I'm taking you home, and I tried to see,
tried to understand your words as I'm taking you home

Angels cry
when stars collide
I can't eat
and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way.
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GAH! [Jun. 11th, 2005|10:33 am]
[Feeling A Bit.. | sleepy]
[Listening To.. |95.1 - Gwen Stefani - Rich Girl]

If he tells me to stop smoking ONE MORE TIME, I'm going to kill someone.

Ok, just kidding. At least he pretends to give a shit.




MELISSA -- His last name is THOMAS. My sad ass looked it up. Feel sorry for me.







**I hate working on Saturdays.

***I hate working, Period.

I'm actually in a decent mood, though. Believe it or not. Must be the amazing weather.
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POO ON WORK! [Jun. 7th, 2005|01:21 pm]
[Feeling A Bit.. | aggravated]
[Listening To.. |'Broken' - I'm so sick of this fucking song. GET A NEW ONE!]

1. In October, when we move to the new store, Chrysler is merging with us.

2. The Controller at Chrysler (Tonya) will, in about 2 weeks, be the controller of BOTH stores.

3. Therefore: Our controller (Lynda) will be our new Office Manager... Therefore, our office manager (Jackie) will be the office manager of Chrysler.

Why does this matter? Tonya, Vera, and I will be in complete and utter HELL for the next 5 months because Autonation is comprised of a shitload of arrogant, greedy assholes with no emotions. Lynda is getting a demotion.. she was a bitch in the FIRST place.. but NOW?! OH HELL NO. Tonya's seriously thinking of leaving.. if she does, I'm quitting as soon as this baby's out.

And I can't believe they're moving JACKIE, of all people. She's been at this store for 15 years. Those assholes. I've known her since 1998. Since my dad started working here. I HATE AUTONATION.

I finally told her that I need a raise, though. She said she'll talk to Mr. Lampke, but.. she ALWAYS says that. So, we'll see.

I won't be asking Lynda any time soon, although she's the new Office Manager.

GAH!

ALL THE ASSHOLES OF THE WORLD SHOULD BE PUT INTO CONCENTRATION CAMPS AND BEAT INTO SUBMISSION REGULARLY. THE END.
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I can't believe I'm about to do this.. [Jun. 4th, 2005|03:18 pm]
[Feeling A Bit.. | bored]
[Listening To.. |Maroon 5 - Sunday Morning]

Look. I'm bored. I have 2 hours to waste. Read it.. or don't. No big. It's keeping me occupied!!

The longest, stupidest thing I've ever put on here. )

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My turn. [Jun. 3rd, 2005|03:13 pm]
[Feeling A Bit.. | hyper]
[Listening To.. |It's Hard for Me to Say I'm Sorry - old skool, dawg.. 96.1!]

1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you.
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what color you remind me of.
7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. Put this in your journal.
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w00t! [May. 27th, 2005|09:42 pm]
[Feeling A Bit.. | amused]
[Listening To.. |FOB - iswootgifobaaigwtswam]

Coming soon.. to a Boomtown (or something) near you.. (or far, depending on where you live)..

"I Slept With One Of The Guys In Left In Ruins And All I Got Was Pregnant" by Melissa Cox

haha.. lovely

ROCK!
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Whoop there it.. is.. or something.. [May. 27th, 2005|05:13 pm]
[Feeling A Bit.. | hyper]
[Listening To.. |nothing at the moment.. amazing..]

Firstly, I CAN FINALLY EAT CHICKEN AGAIN!!

I had Krystal Chiks earlier. I'm in Heaven. HEAVEN, I TELL YOU!

Also, Annabelle knows this, but..

Melissa.. (M. Gizzle Cizzle).. Guess what I finally rented and watched..

 

That's right.. Click it, SUCKA! )

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