So Obviously Desperate

insane.

Thu, 04 Dec 2008 13:02:57 GMT

wow.. it's been 161 weeks since i've posted anything on here. (i only know that because it said so.. i didnt do the math, kids.)

anyway.. hi =) nobody uses L J anymore, soo.. this is pretty pointless.

in any case, my birthday is on saturday. yayyy me =]

late.

Wish me luck!

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 21:10:41 GMT

Well, kids.. tomorrow I have another appointment at the doctor.. except at THIS appointment, I get to find out whether or not I'll be able to schedule an induction.

WOOHOO!!

Oh, and Happy Early Halloween!

Cross your fingers for me.

<3

This is what living like this does.

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 01:49:23 GMT

Everything you see here came from Melissa's LJ.. old skoollllll, FOO!

Choose the first 20 songs that come onto your playlist while under shuffle. Add "in my pants" to the end. List what you get.

1. Sublime - What I Got in my pants
2. Mariah Carey - Thank God I Found You in my pants
3. Santana - She's Not There in my pants
4. Jack Johnson - Constellations in my pants
5. Pink Floyd - Vera in my pants
6. Taking Back Sunday - Slowdance On The Inside in my pants
7. Vonzell Solomon - Let's Hear It For The Boy in my pants
8. Pearl Jam - Last Kiss in my pants
9. Santana - Carnaval in my pants
10. Mariah Carey - Shake It Off in my pants
11. Kelly Clarkson - Some Kind Of Miracle in my pants
12. Kenny G - Baby Come To Me in my pants
13. Cartman - I'm Too Sexy in my pants
14. Keith Urban - Country Comfort in my pants
15. Incubus - Wish You Were Here in my pants
16. REO Speedwagon - Can't Fight This Feeling Anymore in my pants
17. Whitesnake - Heaven Isn't Too Far Away in my pants
18. Trapt - Enigma in my pants
19. TLC - Red Light Special in my pants
20. Die Trying - Oxygen's Gone in my pants

1). YOUR PORN STAR NAME - (NAME OF FIRST PET + STREET YOU LIVE ON):
Angel Blairmore

2). YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME - (GRANDMOTHER/FATHER'S FIRST NAME + FAVORITE SNACK FOOD):
Marion Chips

3). YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME - (FIRST WORD YOU SEE ON YOUR LEFT + FAVORITE RESTAURANT):
Junior Johnny Carino ??

4). YOUR FOREIGN NAME - (FAVORITE SPICE GIRL + LAST FOREIGN VACATION SPOT):
Posh Green Cove (come on.. that place is OUT THERE)

5). YOUR SOCIALITE NAME - (SILLIEST CHILDHOOD NICKNAME + FIRST TOWN WHERE YOU PARTIED):
Mary Moo Westside

6). YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME - (FIRST INITIAL + FIRST THREE LETTERS OF YOUR LAST NAME):
M. Car ..alright..

7). YOUR DETECTIVE NAME - (FAVORITE ANIMAL + NAME OF HIGH SCHOOL):
White Siberian Tiger Ridgeview (I HAVE to be specific.)

8). YOUR BARFLY NAME - (LAST SNACK FOOD YOU ATE + YOUR FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK):
Fries Long Island

9). YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME - (MIDDLE NAME + STREET WHERE YOU FIRST LIVED):
Francis Riggins (how... dramatic..)

10). YOUR ROCK STAR NAME - (FAVORITE CANDY + FAVORITE MUSICIAN'S LAST NAME):
Butterfinger Carey

11). YOUR "POPULAR" NAME - (FAVORITE CELEBRITY'S FIRST NAME + BEST FRIEND'S STREET NAME):
Julia Jefferson

12). YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME - (NAME OF [OPPOSITE SEX] FRIEND + CELL PHONE COMPANY YOU USE):
Damon Cingular

---Body---
1. What do you most like about your body?: My hair.. when I'm not pregnant
2. And least?: my hips
3. How many fillings do you have?: none
4. Do you think you're good looking?: not really
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?: sometimes
6. Do you look like any celebrities?: this guy that used to work with me said I look like Christina Ricci.. and recently, someone said LeeLee Sobieski. ...I think not. On both counts.

-- Fashion --
1. Do you wear a watch?: nope
2. How many coats and jackets do you own?: somewhere around 7ish
3. Favorite pants/skirt color?: jeans
4. Most expensive item of clothing?: no idea.. they're all around the same price
5. What kind of shoes do you wear?: flip flops
6. Describe your style in one word: preppy

-- Your Friends --
1. Do your friends 'know' you?: I think so
2. What do they tend to be like?: awesome. otherwise, they wouldn't be my friends.
3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked?: my sense of humor?
4. How many people do you tell everything to? 4. Annabelle, Melissa, Kasandra, and Damon. Not so much Damon lately, though.

-- Music/TV/Film/Books --
1. Favorite band ever?: I dunno
2. Most listened to bands: (at the moment): Race the Sun, Alkaline Trio, Straylight Run, Acceptance, blah blah.. lots
3. Do you find any musicians good-looking?: almost all of them. Musician = sexy. Usually.
4. Can you play an instrument?: not so much
5. Type of music most listened to?: emo/punk/indie
6. Type never listened to?: bluegrass
7. Favorite book?: Lamb - Christopher Moore (KICKASS!!)

-- Underwear --
1. Ladies, do you like to wear thongs?: Yes
4. What is the nicest colour for underwear?: black
5. Do you find it uncomfortable without a bra?: yes
6. Do you make it a habit of showing people your underwear?: no

-- Religion --
1. Do you detest religion?: no
2. How do you think this universe was formed?: i dunno.. i confuse myself when i think about it
3. If you currently follow a religion, do you think people who belong to another religion are ignorant?: nope
4. If you were in a hostage situation, and you were given a choice, to either praise the demon they follow or die, what would you choose?: die

-- Homosexuality --
1. What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: the same thing i think when i see a hetero couple
2. Do you detest homosexuality?: definitely not
3. Do you agree or disagree with gay or lesbian couples bringing up children?: agree

-- General Questions --
1. Whom do you believe is the smartest man alive at the moment?: smartest man..? is this a serious question? :)
2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?: rainy. i'm weird, i know.
3. Do you consider yourself lucky?: yes
4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide?: hell no. selfish bastards.
5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: meh

ok, i'm done. i'm going to bed.

I can't wait to have this baby, people.

PEACE BITCHES!!

Full Force Ahead..

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 01:39:41 GMT

Within the next 12 weeks:

Daniel's birthday
Dad's birthday
My birthday
Savannah's birthday
Nicholas' birthday
Heidi's birthday
Daylight Savings
Halloween
Thanksgiving
Christmas
the birth of baby Kinsey
and more.

Jebus.

And if we extend that an extra week or so..

New Years' Eve
New Years' Day
Mom's birthday

Lordy.

I hope I can make it. :D

I hope I have enough money for all of it.

Do Do Do..

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 22:53:03 GMT

Khloe:

Let's all give a round of applause..

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 13:47:58 GMT

to Kasandra Frickin JOYNER!

She had Khloe Elizabeth Lloyd this morning at 5:59am.. I'll be going to see her tonight with Annabelle :D

I'm so excited for her.. :D

w00t!

Directions..

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 02:15:16 GMT

http://www.mapquest.com/directions/main.adp?mo=ma&1ex=1&2si=navt&un=m&go=1&1a=%5b1656%2d1706%5d%20Wells%20Rd&1c=Orange%20Park&1g=HDaQbiR0mdk%3d&2a=2839%20Kiowa%20Ave&2tabval=address&1l=waG6txnBWNg%3d&2c=Orange%20Park&1rc=B1AAA&1n=CLAY%20COUNTY&cl=EN&2g=v0VKhwzeiuw%3d&1s=FL&2l=QceTrz7t6mw%3d&ct=NA&1v=STREET&2n=CLAY%20COUNTY&1y=US&1tabval=address&1z=32073&2s=FL&2rc=L1AAA&2v=ADDRESS&2y=US&2z=32065%2d8404&rsres=1

Hopefully that works.

There will be balloons at Tanglewood, more at Kiowa Avenue, and then more on the mailbox of my aunt's house.

Any questions, just call me.

:D

I <3 all of you!!

For Melissa:

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 21:19:43 GMT

INCUBUS frontman BRANDON BOYD has split with his longtime girlfriend, Estee Lauder supermodel CAROLYN MURPHY.

The couple - who lived together in Los Angeles - reportedly "grew apart" because the 29-year-old singer spent too much time touring with the hit metal band, reports PageSix.com.

Boyd - who confirmed the spilt on his return from an extended world tour - is set to appear alongside JOSS STONE, ALANIS MORRISETTE, JOHN LEGEND and KEITH URBAN in a new Gap commercial.
22/08/2005 17:16

*****

So, what they're saying is.. I *still* don't have a chance in hell? :)

Do Do Do..

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 12:47:41 GMT

1. We finally got the internet hooked up at my apartment.. so.. yay!
2. I got a raise!! Up to $9.50 finally...
3. Check out Amber Pacific, I likes 'em.

I've come to accept
The fact from my head
I'm lost and alone in this life that I've led
I'll figure this out
It's summers away
A choice that may leave me with no room to say...

If it happens it happens and I'll feel the same
Can't hold back on the choices I made...
If it happens it happens and I'll be the same
Can't hold back on the choices I made that day

I've come to accept
The things that I see
I've read every word, every line, everything...
Just say what you will
Just tell me I'm scared
I won't let you down for the moment I'm in...

If it happens it happens and I'll feel the same
Can't hold back on the choices I made...
If it happens it happens and I'll be the same
Can't hold back on the choices I made that day

If it happens it happens and I'll feel the same
Can't hold back on the choices I made...
If it happens it happens and I'll be the same
Can't hold back on the choices I made...
If it happens it happens and I'll feel the same
Can't hold back on the choices I made
If it happens it happens and I'll be the same
Can't hold back on the choices I made that day

That is all. G'day mates!

hmm.. seems familiar...

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 01:29:10 GMT

1) Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2) I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3) I'll pick a flavor/color of jello to wrestle with you in. (Maybe.)
4) I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5) I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6) I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7) I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8) If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST.

The many adventures of Pregnancy.

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 15:50:54 GMT

Let's start off on an easy note -

Saturday, Jennifer came into town with Anthony, Nicholas, Kayla, and Carter.. we rode around getting my registries under way. I put a SHITLOAD of stuff on there. Went home.. sat around.. with my swollen feet. Heh.

Sunday, woke up with *DUN DUN DUN* blood on my sheets. Laid on the couch for an hour.. didn't feel any movement in me belly. Called doc's office. Rushed to Labor & Delivery so they could check out where said blood was coming from. Went into a birthing room (HA!). Laid on the bed for an hour. Dr. McIntyre comes in, says I've been having contractions (THE HELL YOU SAY!?). Get hooked up to many machines to monitor said contractions. They don't ease up.. have to get a shot in my left arm. Drink lots and LOTS of water/apple juice/grape juice. Still having contractions. Have to get yet ANOTHER shot in my right arm. Drink more fluids. Have blood pressure checked automatically every 5 friggin minutes. Nurse comes in, says I can finally go home. They tell me not to work for the next few days.. I say that's impossible.. I get a note for one day instead. Strict bedrest and have to make an appointment for THIS week. Didn't work yesterday.. sat around and did absolutely nothing. How boring.

Yeah.. I act like it was nothing, but truthfully.. I was crying and all that jazz. heh. Whodathunkit?

So. I have an appointment tomorrow at 1:30pm. Maybe I'll update afterwards.. we all know how good I am with updating!

Anyskizz.. PEACE OUT!

<3

<3

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 21:45:51 GMT

I love lamp.

2 things..

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 18:11:20 GMT

Firstly, I have a new cell phone.. the number (in case I haven't texted it to you yet) is 861-7684.

Call me.. especially if you have Cingular. :D I need friends!

Secondly, my sister, Jennifer, is putting my baby shower together for the end of September, methinks. She's been on it for a while now, so.. it'll be nice. :D It'll be at my Aunt Liz's house, if I'm not mistaken.

Anyway.. you'll all get your invitations!

Much Love

<3

.

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 19:39:23 GMT

So. I'm fickle. I've changed my mind.

Suck it.

It's been real.. and it's been fun, but.. you know the rest.

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 02:48:36 GMT

I've decided, after an excruciatingly short amount of time, to take a hint from Ms. Melissa Cox and delete my LJ. Why? Because I don't have time for it. I can always be reached through email, though. I check it religiously. I'll even reply, if I deem you important enough. :D

Here are my email addresses. Don't ask the origins.. just know that I'm odd.

RanchDreshin@yahoo.com
WiKiLiKeWHOA@hotmail.com
CarterM@autonation.com

That's about it. Oh, and I'll be checking MySpace every now and then from my brother's.. possibly. Then again, I'm sure you all know how to find me.

Ok, you kids have fun, now... and, for the final time..

PEACE BITCHES!!!

If you say this makes you happy, then I'm not the only one lying.

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 17:56:56 GMT

First and foremost, I f-ing LOVE my icon.

Secondly, just a QUICK update.

This past week: been babysitting. A lot.

Went to Kasandra's and Chris' new place the other night. It's so cute and cozy! Chris is an awesome decorator. I was surprised. We put the crib together and sat around watching 'Dave Chapelle' and 'The Man With Two Brains'..or whatever. INTERESTING movie. Oh, and Chris threw some spaghetti together. MMM.. Food. I'm all about THAT!

Oh, yeah. Lisa and Jon both stopped by that day, too. Fun times. I got mine and Melissa's baby shower invitations.

Melissa - you'll get it tomorrow. NOON! NOOOONNN!

That's the only interesting thing as of yet. I've gotten a shitload of stuff for the baby. But, I won't talk about being pregnant on here anymore. Wouldn't want to piss anybody off.

Hmm.. anything else? Oh. My dad's already up and working. He's finance manager at a dealership up in Brunswick. SA-WEET! He'll be banking!

Ok, that's all I have time for..

Until next time -

PEACE BITCHES!

GAH!

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 19:42:00 GMT

Karma's a bitch.

Finally.

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 16:42:58 GMT

Alright, write this down:

Kinsey Brianne Carter

That's her name, damnit.

Brianne (BREEanne) = a mixture of Brian (my dad's name) and Dianne (my mom's middle name)

I'm such a good kid.

Oh, and thanks for all the names, Annabelle! I would have used one if Jenny didn't call me with Brianne.. :D

ps. I'm getting fatter and I have to wear maternity clothes now. THREE people yesterday asked me if I'm having twins. ...THE FUCK?!

No, honey, not twins. It's the shirt that makes me look bigger than I actually am! I swear it!

Ok, I'm lying, I've really gotten bigger. Damn it all!

A picture is worth a thousand words..

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 19:57:23 GMT

Told ya. SUCKAS!

I'll fill you all in on the Dad situation later. Or something.

PAYCE!

I happened to come across these..

Sun, 03 Jul 2005 18:43:47 GMT

This is for Annabelle:

I love you, Annabelle! :D

For Melissa:

THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS A CHEMICAL IMBALANCE!!

For ALL OF US:

Oh, Hell. It's Sunday. I'm babysitting. The baby's sleeping. I'm bored.

There will most likely be more where this came from.

I sure hope Annabelle's having fun in ORLANDO. That BITCH! :D

Peace, foo's.

Can you say brainwash?

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 13:52:40 GMT

WOOHOO!! Kasandra's having a GIRL!

That means.. I have to have a girl.. and Melissa and Annabelle..

Just go with me here.

LET'S ALL HAVE BABIES!!

..or not.

That is all.

Thank you and goodnight.

ISLEEPATNIGHTTHEEND!

Long weekend.

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 11:30:03 GMT

Friday - what did I do? I have a horrible memory. Oh. I was SUPPOSED to go to this partay at Damon's, but I didn't. I wasn't up to it. And he hurt my feelings. Whether he knows it or not.

Saturday - Went to Richard and Brittany's wedding and reception. It was LONG. Seara and Heaven were absolutely adorable. Went home and babysat Brian for Daniel and Tabatha. Found Efren, Colby, Kelli, etc on MySpace because Daniel got his computer fixed. w00t! My parents are getting back together. Awesome.

Sunday - Went with my mom up to Blackshear for Kayla and Carter's birthday party. They're getting big, damnit! And Nicholas is losing more and more weight. He looks like a hot surfer boy now! Went home and watched American Dad. Went to bed.

MELISSA -- New one: "Molestation. Because, either way you look at it, it's harassment."

Sa-WEET!

Ok, I'm out. PEACE!

Bandwagons are fun.

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 19:41:18 GMT

List your current 6 favorite songs, then pick 6 other people that have to do the same.

"Untitled" - Simple Plan
"The Poison" - Alkaline Trio
"A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More 'Touch Me'" - Fall Out Boy
"Cigaro" - System of a Down (Can't you see that I love my cock? Can't you see that you love my cock? Can't you see that we love my cock?) HAHAHAHAHA. I LOVE IT!
"You and Me" - Lifehouse
"United States of Whatever" - Liam Lynch

_alexiscone

lauren32485

lil_squishy

not_a_jew

lostprophetof86

flawperfection

Just remembering how much I love this band..

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 20:58:30 GMT

Well its hard to explain
but Il'l try if you let me,
Well its hard to sustain
I'll cry if you let me.

This doesn't change the way i feel about you or your place in my life.
(please don't cry)
Cant you see I'm dying here a shot of broken heart that is chased with fear?

Angels cry
when stars collide
I can't eat
and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way.

Intentions that were pure have turned obscure
seconds into hours, minutes into years.
Don't ask me why
(please don't cry)
I cant tell you lies..

Angels cry
when stars collide
I can't eat
and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way.
(repeat)

My heart, burns through
My chest, to the floor.
Tearing me silently although abruptly words cant hide as I'm taking you home, and I tried to see,
tried to understand your words as I'm taking you home

Angels cry
when stars collide
I can't eat
and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way.

GAH!

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 14:36:14 GMT

If he tells me to stop smoking ONE MORE TIME, I'm going to kill someone.

Ok, just kidding. At least he pretends to give a shit.

MELISSA -- His last name is THOMAS. My sad ass looked it up. Feel sorry for me.

**I hate working on Saturdays.

***I hate working, Period.

I'm actually in a decent mood, though. Believe it or not. Must be the amazing weather.